We should have done this much earlier but there hasn't been that much time.
The've been summer closed, yada yada, we've signed up for SFI, we've been to SFI info meeting, etc etc.
He's gonna sign up for a Step-in job and I hope he gets one soon!
(Step-in job is for immigrants that studies SFI, where the government pays 75% of the sallary, it's a way to get newely arrived immigrants a foot into the society and a chance to learn better swedish on the job.)
Wish us luck ;)
Went by Maria and Amir's place after working on labels today, hung out for a bit, and she's actualy pretty spontainously bought budgie's. One male and one female, Gluton and Newton, the "fatty" is the male. :P The're adorable and I've completely forgot that there is Budgies on this earth, it was so unexpected haha, who buys budgies nowadays? Maria does :) a very well purchase! The're nice to look at... She set them free in the livingroom when I was there, they flew crazy all around the room hitting the walls, not knowing where to go. Poor creatures, but the male one found solitude on a plant and chilled there for a while, kind of blended in with his environment.
Saw the end of Lord of the rings 3, and have decided that I need to buy the trilogi when I get some more money, the're awesome, I've forgotten just how good the movies are, I already have the books and have read them and all, I was a complete Lord of the ring GEEK when the first movie came out!! I L.O.V.E.D Legolas, I seriously had the biggest crush ever on him then. (and then in the end, I loved Orlando Bloom for a while as well.)
Just lied down next to Jason and as soon as a touch him he goes....
- Ah my back is so itchy baby, please scratch, move a little *lies on stomack* now, scratch my back! no, under the shirt I can't feel it...*I start scratching against my will*...big paws! Hard scratches...harder, harder, hard scratches in the middle, all around! oh my god...oh my god, it's so ichty don't stop...
He always does that!! *sigh* and I dont always feel like doing it cause I'm out of energy and just wanna lie down and cuddle. Oh well, he pays me back sometimes with good massages.
Oh god, I just wanna dance, dance, dance all day/night long to this song. Imagine...slow motion, dancing your ass off on the dance floor, spinnin' your head around, hair flyin', disco lights flashing by, people around you jumpin'. David Guetta never fails...
Jason said to my suprise....
- Jag kommer från USA, Vart i från kommer du?
.....in Swedish last night, that was so cute...:) (just imagine the accent.) he's learning and it's exciting to hear. ( he could also count to 20 in Swedish and say what language he speaks, aw.)
This time it hurt more then last time, and it almost felt like it was gonna pop, and...I almost cried out of shock and upset-ness. (if that is even a word.)
These are the thoughts that runs thru my mind...
-It hurts, Can I work anyway?, Who could possible come in and replace me at 11pm at night?, Why does this have to happen to me now?!, I want to work!, I have to take it easy.
And then Elin comes in and covers for me, and she's sick, I felt so bad for her. Of course it's her own choice but still...She has a fever. I hope everything went well tho after I left, it was mess, it's been busy at work everyday this week at night, especially, for 2 reasons (I think.) Ramadan and people getting their monthly paycheck.
I'm gonna work anyway today, the knee is still a bit stiff but, I can't afford staying home. Sad to say...but true.
http://mafiadeath.com/ is the game where me and Jason met, it's an online-text-based game, and after playing almost 1 and a half year I'm growing very tired of it, I have reached my limit already, I'm a reasonable high leveled player, I'm in Hall of fame for defense and I have a gradient colored name, I'm looking to sell it for 160 USD. ;) and I have a buyer just waiting for him to get in the money first. And Jason's a Game moderator on an another server on the game, and he's got a buyer for his account for 250 USD. Score!
The money's gonna help out a lot. Kind of sad we're selling our accounts on the game where we meet, but whatever, we're together in RL now so...why not sell and bring in some extra cash on an account you havent even spent half as much on, as the amount you're selling for.
So sick and tired of Mafia death at moment, it's taken up enough of my time already. :) So I hope I get the account of my hands soon. that would give me an extra somewhat 1200:- in my pocket. Sweet deal.
(Jason and I.)
It has happened, exactly 1 year ago Me and Jason saw eachother for the first time at Arlanda airport, after talking on the phone and the internet for about 3 months. This is the longest relationship I've ever been in. :) and the best relationship as well.
I know we'll have many more years to come together.
Yay, fianly got Such a pretty fat by Jen Lancaster from http://cdon.com/.
Had to wait longer then usual, seemed like they had some kind of problem over there...oh well, I got it finaly. I just need to finish the book How to eat like a hot chick first before getting into this one. :) (I can tell some more about how to eat like a hot chick another time, great book as well.)
Here's the back of the book for ya:
It's possible that my high self-asteem is bad for my health.
"To whom the fat rolls...I'm tired of books where a self-loathing heroine is teased to the point where she starves herself skinny in hopes of a fabulous new life. And I hate the message that women can't possble be happy until we all fint into our skinny jeans. I don't find these stories uplifting; they make me want to hug these women and take them out for fizzy champagne drinks and cheese-cake and explain to them that until they figure out their insides, their outsides don't matter. Unfortunatly, being overweight isn't simply a societal issue that can be fixed with a healthy dose of positive self-esteem. It's a health matter, and here on the eve of my forthieth year, I've learned I have to make changes so I don't, you know, die. Because what good is finaly being able to afford a pedicure if I lose a foot to adult-onset diabetes?"
"Absolutely hilarious" - CHICAGO SUN-TIMES
This is also IN yhe book, haha.
"Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels"
- A Weight Watchers axiom
"Weight watchers can kiss the fattest part of my ass."
- A Jen Lancaster axiom
You guys have to read her books!! :D (Says I that hasn't even read her book yet haha!)
From having a good paying job to coming to Sweden and then not having a job at all.
From living with his family to coming to my home where my parents are going thru a divorce.
From having many childhood friends at home to coming here and having to find new friends.
It must be so different for him, living in New Jersey, just out side of New York city to coming to boring Sweden :P and having to live on the country side 2 swedish miles outside of the City of Uppsala.
He's positive tho, he likes Sweden, he says he needed to get away from Jersey since he's been there his whole life, he likes the clean air and he's excited about learning a new language and getting a new job maybe for an American company here in Sweden or a Swedish company in the states, that would be great!
He actualy meet an American guy and the SFI info meeting yesterday that had moved to Sweden for the exact same reason Jason has, for a girl *rolleyes* and he's working for an American comapany here AND it's a computer design programing kind of job, dont remember exactly what, and Jason was like "Get out of here!..." it is exactly what Jason would like to do as well.
What I'm trying to say is that, I often forgett, but I get reminded about what he's given up to be with me...and I realize that, man...this guy must really love me. I love Jason to death!! He's my man, the one that I feel, i'll be with forever. BUT! there's many close to me, example....my family, that dont realize what Jason has done...and they just think he's doing nothing, NOTHING?! he's done soo much already, and it's not easy coming to a new country and starting over again, it takes time, and there's always a lot of waiting...some can't just mind their own business.
That is something that annoyes me a lot, people not realizing, like some of my family members, that is why.....I need to get the hell out of here and get my own place with Jason. There would be less struggle and less negativity affecting us everyday.
I could go deeper but I dont really wanna get to personal...it's just a struggle and i hate it...and it's sad that it's gonna have to be that way as well...
I just have to set my mind on myself and Jason and be happy for what we have and what we have going for us, cause what we have is great, it's love and happiness, no one can break that.
Look at her face, they messed it up, it doesnt really look like her, does it? It sucks how sometimes magazines over do their retuches.
I presonaly think Beyoncé is b.e.a.utiful, gorgeous curves...I really look up to her, but on this cover she lost her curves, except the ass sticking out, but it just doesnt go with the rest of her body on this cover. I say thumbs down for this one.
I have the chance to (you could say) get promoted on my job, and I really really hope I'll pass the test, me and 2 others have the chance to go up as an assistent at MAX's. Really need the money and I really wanna move up so...I'm excited and nervous. Wish me luck ;)
I've had some time these mornings to, go thru some courses and learn what a morning shift leader does :) So, now I feel one step closer on feeling a 100% sure I can make it. I can't help it to feel a bit nervouse even tho it might go very well anyway.
I like my job, the contact with costumers, giving good service, working with some great people, etc etc.
Oh man, I'm starting to grow annoying zits tho, I can feel that one is growing on my shoulder....ON MY SHOULDER!? it's not ready to pop yet but I can feel it. and...also one on my nose :( wtf.
tomorrow Jason and I are going to the employment service to sign up and also to his first meeting with SFI, I think he's gonna be informed and such about stuff I dont know...I'm excited tho...finaly he can start on something! :D Hopefully he can get a job soon too...Can't be that hard for an american to get a job around here...maybe? or maybe not? well...I hope for the best.
This is the funny youtube clip that I couldnt stop laughing at, I cried...I cried, I laughed so hard I cried in bed, it's like whoa,WHOA! Whoa! is she gonna fall? is she gonna fall? SHE FALLS! I know it's not nice laughing AT people and their misfortune, but...I couldn't stop myself.
Imagine, I've been without it basicly for almost a month...waiting for 24.se to send the right charger to me has taken forever, remind me to...not shop there again even tho it's very cheap their customer support suffers.
Going to work early mornings this weeked, huh, I think I sleep like...3-4 hours last night, you're bound to be tired the first early morning after working night shifts earlier the same week, tonight on the other hand I'm already getting sleepy as hell! I'm gonna sleep like a baby...I'm so happy! haha.
I got stuck last night watching Miss Universe 2009, on youtube, saw the girl that represents Sweden and people commented saying that she looks like a female verison of Tom Cruise. haha! She sounded a bit dumb (so sorry) cause her english was crappy as hell (so sorry again). Oh well...Good luck I guess!
Saw another clip that made me laugh so hard I cried...I will post it later ;)
Got a music flash back when listening to an old burned CD my best friend Maria made for me back in the days when we...burned TONS of CD's like ALL the TIME.
Got to hear this...Big Brovaz, cool cool cool...I like it...I want diamonds as well. *rolleyes* Jaaaassooooonn....if you like then you should put a ring on it. ;)
haha...cute little asian kid.
Goodnight, gotta try to go to bed now. Start working 09:00 tomorrow morning, it is SO hard to change your sleeping schedule after working late night shifts, I'm gonna be T.I.R.E.D. tomorrow.
Today I've been chillin' at Marias place with Sandra as well, catching up, talking shit, eating cookies, etc etc. It was really N.I.C.E. the're the best, can't wait for Therese to get back from her 3 month vaca in Marocco to join the gang again! :)
(wouldn't it be nice to go to sleep in that cute little monkey suit?)
Sent back the wrong one for exchange of the right one about 3 weeks ago...
Last week on wednesday, they said that they had not yet recived it and I got kind of worried, but then they must have gotten it thursday, but they sent it Friday, and then yesterday a letter came to me, see...
The first time the package got dropped of in my mail box just like that, which is great! but this time, I get a letter saying it's in Almunge...5 km away...what assholes!
And the letter says...YOUR PACKAGE HAS (note has.) ARRIVED.
But then in very fine print: the package can be picked up after 17.00.
(so, it really hasn't arrived YET. duh!?"
Now...that's when I had to go to work, so...wtf! I couldnt go and get it yesterday, so today I have to drive 5 km the wrong direction cause where I really wanna go is in to the City to work on labels.
Why couldn't you just have dropped it off in my mail box? Why do you have to be such assholes?
Why have I had to wait for 3 weeks? I swear to god, my package has been in your little "Recived mail box" at work, and you haven't really paid attention to it.
Now I have the charged, I pray to god it works :) and then I can finaly use my own laptop again, yay!
check out his vid's, the're all gooooood....;) (Been subscribed to his channel for more then a year, this guy does great videos!)
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HAHAHHAHHAA! wait wait wait...this one too! Hilarious! You guys gotta see this one too! (Kev's dad's reaction is priceless.)
No...but I had this insane dream that I was, it WAS SO REAL! so real... woke up in the morning thinking that I was pregnant and got a small panic attack. "MY LIFE IS RUINED! NOOO!!" haha. no no...I'm exaggerating. Sorry, but I got a panic attack. But then I came to my senses that it was only a....dream.
Discover her natural charm and sensitivity.
Why not? With this slogan, MANGO presents clothes for women with curves, worn here by the model Crystal Renn. The Spanish firm has decided to adapt its sizes to suit every type of woman. The brand's aim with this initiative is to remind us that fashion is not just for the very thin figures usual for models, but rather that it belongs to everyone and that every woman can wear it.
MANGO clothes are designed to turn the woman on the street into a catwalk model, wearing the latest trends.The model chosen to launch this initiative is Crystal Renn, from the USA. Crystal has lent her image to the new catalogue, modelling several garments with the slogan Why not? Just 19 years old, Crystal is Jean-Paul Gaultier's latest muse and was the star model at the curve-à-porter fashion show with which Elena Miró ended the Settimana della Moda di Milano.Without the tiny measurements normally demanded of catwalk models, Crystal reveals herself to be a modern woman who feels beautiful and knows how to make the most of what she has, wearing the latest trends. With this in mind, MANGO has chosen to extend its sizes to range from 34 to 46, confirming that fashion can adapt to all shapes and sizes.
(I admire this girl a lot! GO FULL FIGURED WOMEN/MODELS! she's gorgeous!)
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I forgive you! ...so happy this is over with I always get too worked up over things like this, worried and a bit stressed and worried again, waiting...etc etc. worried that I'm in the end gonna HAVE to pay the 350:- just because they think I'm lying, But NONO, Jennfer aint a liar.
But then I got this from http://cdon.com/ *sigh*
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There always has to be something ey? and what's up with the chinese signs in the mail? replacement for ÅÄÖ, that's different, haha! I want my book...Such a pretty fat seems like a brilliant book, oh well, I guess i can...wait!...for that one too to come along in the mail box, I'm still waiting for my laptop adapter that...I've been expecting to come for the last 2 years (2 weeks hehe) and that http://24.se/ sent to me this friday, damn the're slow. OH WELL...enough of my complaining...:)
Now I'm gonna kick back and chillax and have my black cup of coffee.
I'm Excited! We're all excited, we're gonna pump loud music, play "on the road" games, take tons of pictures, use my dad's GPS *nerd glasses on* love it.
Some may think, - what? all excited for that? that's nothin'.
WELL, it is for ME! cause I hardly ever get to do adventures things like this and it's my first time driving to Stockholm, so there! that is why...:)
Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow. Stay tuned and pray that we'll have a safe trip ;P
I absolutlely LOVE Ellos! (http://ellos.se/)
Their sizes fit me perfect! The're affordable! They got everything you need! And one thing that i think is very very very good with Ellos, but also DANGEROUS (kind of) is that you can do your shopping and then...*rolleyes* pay later...love it! But there's a limit wich is good. a limit of 4000:- so you can't buy more stuff unless you've payed off some first. I haven't reached that limit at all...wich is good, I'm still keeping myself under controll cause I can spend hours on Ellos and brows thru their latest collections and sale items. I recently bought 10 items for 1000:- which I think is...AWESOME! and + I got a really cute cup and bowl set of 4. Thank you Ellos!
The items above are some stuff that I want. The boots look sweet, and I like the different color, purple...it's cute, but I have to make sure the'll fit around my calvs cause I have "arnold schwarzenegger" calvs. (like my old friend used to call them...I took it as a compliment it's good to have strong legs! means you can kick some ass!) I already have that colorfull patterned dress BUT! I WANT THE BELT NOW! :D The coat....the coat....the coat...ay ay ay...999:- a bit pricy but it looks classic and chick! The purple cardigan with the hood would go good with the shoes *rolleyes* and you always need stockings during Autum and the white blouse dress is a great basic item.
I go less to stores now, and I do more shopping at Ellos. At these times when the economy isn't the best you have to go for the most affordable choices and mine is ELLOS! :D (at least when it comes to shopping clothes.) Check Ellos out yo!
I grew up listening to Micheal Jackson, I've always admired him and always thought good of him no matter what the media has said about him!
It's is so sad that he's gone now...
But he's music will never die!
So will never freddy Mercury's music! I grew up listening to his music too, with Queen, they were my parents biggest idols, they had all their albums and played them always. Bohemian rhapsody is one of my all time favorites...it is SO MUCH FUN to sing it on karaoke too, almost impossible sometimes haha..."I see a little silhouetto of a man, Scaramouche, scaramouche will you do the fandango -Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me -Galileo,galileo,Galileo galileo Galileo figaro-magnifico - But Im just a poor boy and nobody loves me - Hes just a poor boy from a poor family - Spare him his life from this monstrosity."
Love Micheal's songs...Dirty Diana, Beat it, Thriller, Smooth criminal & Black or white is some of my favorites...which ones are yours? Shame I never got the chance to see him live, that would have been something really special.
In my opinion, two of the greatest prefomers in music has passed on...it sucks, but they will always live on in our hearts, cause ones like me, will always love their music! :)
(now go to http://youtube.com and listen to some of their greatest hits!)
When driving there, I came to a crossing, it's a weird crossing (Karolina redeviva eller hur det stavas-korsningen uppe på backen i Uppsala)...cause from both ways you have to yeild and I just figured since there was a guy infront of me at the crossing going straight, I'd let him go first cause I was gonna go left and cross his path you know...it seemed reasonable for me then, and whatever you know, just go! I'm waiting...
So we both stood there, waiting for either one of us to go first...maybe for like 2-3 seconds...and then he goes...and then I make a left turn...and then the girl next to me says..."Did you see that? the guy pointed fuck you to us!" I was like WHAT!? "seriously?! did he?!" And I wanted to rewind time so bad so I could have seen it myself. AND! He did it double up. Both hands...pointing his ugly middle fingers to us, WHO DOES THAT? that is so immature and retarded, seriously, WHO does that?! I let you go first and you thank me by giving me the middle finger...thank you SO much...I hope karma bites you in the ass!
ANYWAY, tonight I'll meet up with Katarina and Rhia...and I'm so excited! I've missed them a lot. We always have so much fun together and we're just all very close friends...and it sucks when months go by and you can't see them as much as you'd like to.
I love friendship, and I love when you have that friend, that you know you have a strong bond with...so it doesnt matter if you dont see eachother in 10 years, when you finaly see eachother it's gonna be just as if time hasn't gone by...the friendship is still stong and the same just as good as before.
to me! (I hardly get any like that ALL at the same time and ALL letters being ONLY to me and not my mom.)
...that was different, and an instant rush of adulthood hit my body.
- Vecko Revyn bill. (I'm really starting to digg their magazine.)
- Loan. (Stupid loan!)
- Car insurance.
- Tax payment on car.
Money money money...
It's easy to stress up over this, money, but Im gonna try to stay calm. At the same time as I'm supporting two people, just bought a car and paying rent at home...on a part time job...I'm gonna try to not think about money.
MONEY is important, BUT! the greater things in life are free...like LOVE! ;)
So I should just enjoy life as it is...cause life is guud.
What I HAVE been waiting for:
-Go get my car. (which I could do when I got my Tax return.)
-Jason's "person nummer".
What I am STILL waiting for:
-My laptop adapter, that I sent back for exchange for the right one soon 2 weeks ago.
- Qpark to decide about my complaint, if I'm telling the truth, which I AM.
(Just realized when typing this that there isnt a lot of things that I've been waiting for...hmm...Maybe I've forgotten something?)
Anyway. I got my TAX RETURN! :D *celebration time* and now I have my car as well...Hurray! and NOW...Jason has his personal number, now he can apply for Swedish for immigrants. We were afraid his numbers were gonna come in late cause the tax office...hrrm, is a bit slow after vacation time. We're gonna go to CVL today and apply for SFI. IM SO EXCITED FOR HIM! he's been wanting for more then a month to get started now and finaly the waiting time is over for him!
http://24.se sooooo tired of waiting for them to send me the right adapter and I swear to god, that if it doesnt come in my mail box tomorrow and if I then call them and if they tell me..."No we havent gotten your return package" I will transform into a monster and tear down the whole house. I'm forced to borrow my sisters laptop atm, and she hates it. (most of the time) So, I NEED MY ADAPTER! (+ I sent 24.se an email yesterday asking how everything's going...no reply.)
QPark...I got a ticket...I'm not paying it cause...plain and simple...the machine printed out the time wrong, you can see that the number that is supposed to be a '2' is crocked and flattned and now looks like a '1'. but NO, I was not there at 13.41. Cause that is the time when I picked up my car at the cardealership. HAHA! in your face...no but seriously...I was there later that night...and the ticket is supposed to say 23.41. You guys messed up....Im not gonna pay, cause I havent done anything wrong...I paid my 6:- for a 3 hour parking...but it was not earlier during the day cause i didnt even OWN a car then...
"uhm...I just paid for parking....to park a car...when i dont even have a car" ?? doesnt make any sense and i hope they understand that as well...*prays to god*