Ams here we come!

I'm taking Jason to CVL today, god, must be like the 100th time we're there again. Arbetsförmedlingen, the Swedish employment service has as office there, and every Monday they have drop in. If we're lucky we'll get to have a meeting right away with them, or we'll just get another meeting booked another day. (which would suck...)

We should have done this much earlier but there hasn't been that much time.
The've been summer closed, yada yada, we've signed up for SFI, we've been to SFI info meeting, etc etc.

He's gonna sign up for a Step-in job and I hope he gets one soon!
(Step-in job is for immigrants that studies SFI, where the government pays 75% of the sallary, it's a way to get newely arrived immigrants a foot into the society and a chance to learn better swedish on the job.)

Wish us luck ;)

Aw, look at the cute budgie's!

Went by Maria and Amir's place after working on labels today, hung out for a bit, and she's actualy pretty spontainously bought budgie's. One male and one female, Gluton and Newton, the "fatty" is the male. :P The're adorable and I've completely forgot that there is Budgies on this earth, it was so unexpected haha, who buys budgies nowadays? Maria does :) a very well purchase! The're nice to look at... She set them free in the livingroom when I was there, they flew crazy all around the room hitting the walls, not knowing where to go. Poor creatures, but the male one found solitude on a plant and chilled there for a while, kind of blended in with his environment.

Saw the end of Lord of the rings 3, and have decided that I need to buy the trilogi when I get some more money, the're awesome, I've forgotten just how good the movies are, I already have the books and have read them and all, I was a complete Lord of the ring GEEK when the first movie came out!! I L.O.V.E.D Legolas, I seriously had the biggest crush ever on him then. (and then in the end, I loved Orlando Bloom for a while as well.)

Just lied down next to Jason and as soon as a touch him he goes....

- Ah my back is so itchy baby, please scratch, move a little *lies on stomack* now, scratch my back! no, under the shirt I can't feel it...*I start scratching against my will*...big paws! Hard scratches...harder, harder, hard scratches in the middle, all around! oh my god...oh my god, it's so ichty don't stop...

He always does that!! *sigh* and I dont always feel like doing it cause I'm out of energy and just wanna lie down and cuddle. Oh well, he pays me back sometimes with good massages.

Night.

My fav song at the moment...

Oh god, I just wanna dance, dance, dance all day/night long to this song. Imagine...slow motion, dancing your ass off on the dance floor, spinnin' your head around, hair flyin', disco lights flashing by, people around you jumpin'. David Guetta never fails...

Learning Swedish

Jason said to my suprise....

- Jag kommer från USA, Vart i från kommer du?

.....in Swedish last night, that was so cute...:) (just imagine the accent.) he's learning and it's exciting to hear. ( he could also count to 20 in Swedish and say what language he speaks, aw.)

Another unfortunate event

I slipped at work last night and hurt my knee...again...
This time it hurt more then last time, and it almost felt like it was gonna pop, and...I almost cried out of shock and upset-ness. (if that is even a word.)
These are the thoughts that runs thru my mind...
-It hurts, Can I work anyway?, Who could possible come in and replace me at 11pm at night?, Why does this have to happen to me now?!, I want to work!, I have to take it easy.
And then Elin comes in and covers for me, and she's sick, I felt so bad for her. Of course it's her own choice but still...She has a fever. I hope everything went well tho after I left, it was mess, it's been busy at work everyday this week at night, especially, for 2 reasons (I think.) Ramadan and people getting their monthly paycheck.

I'm gonna work anyway today, the knee is still a bit stiff but, I can't afford staying home. Sad to say...but true.

http://mafiadeath.com/ is the game where me and Jason met, it's an online-text-based game, and after playing almost 1 and a half year I'm growing very tired of it, I have reached my limit already, I'm a reasonable high leveled player, I'm in Hall of fame for defense and I have a gradient colored name, I'm looking to sell it for 160 USD. ;) and I have a buyer just waiting for him to get in the money first. And Jason's a Game moderator on an another server on the game, and he's got a buyer for his account for 250 USD. Score!
The money's gonna help out a lot. Kind of sad we're selling our accounts on the game where we meet, but whatever, we're together in RL now so...why not sell and bring in some extra cash on an account you havent even spent half as much on, as the amount you're selling for.
So sick and tired of Mafia death at moment, it's taken up enough of my time already. :) So I hope I get the account of my hands soon. that would give me an extra somewhat 1200:- in my pocket. Sweet deal.

Happy Friday.

Another busy day

I'm so tired...

I'm working 4 night shifts in a row this week. I've already gone thru 2 night shifts so I got 2 more to go. I shouldn't complain, I need the hours and the money...but it's tough to have them 4 in a row.

I've had FOUR cups of coffee already, love black coffee...;)

Mmm, yummy, I sales women just came by the store leaving us some new candy. Foamy Ahlgens Bilar in a pink bag, for supporting the breastcancer fund. Oh my god, gotta put these away before I eat them all...

I shouldn't be eating candy AT ALL. I'm not really a candy person anyway, I'm more of a snacks person, chips, popcorn, peanuts...dangerous...but I love it.

I was looking at a picture of Crystal Renn just now, she's in a bikini looking fabolous, and I thinking, that's my beach 2010 goal ;)

Wish me luck, first step: only treat myself once a week, and when working staying away from fried stuff. That shouldn't be THAT hard, I'm gonna try. I need to tone my body. I dont wanna get skinny, I wanna get a nice shape.

I'm at my fathers store right now, helping him out, been ages since I worked here, but...it's very calm here, not much to do, thank god he has a computer here. *rolleyes*

After this, there's work at MAX's again and dropping Jason off for second class of Swedish for immigrants.

Love.

BaratsAndBereta vids.

(one of my old favorite of theirs.)

http://www.youtube.com/user/BaratsAndBereta

Hahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahah....

Gotta check out their channel on http://youtube.com/! They make some hilarious videos.

1 year anniversary

(Jason and I.)
It has happened, exactly 1 year ago Me and Jason saw eachother for the first time at Arlanda airport, after talking on the phone and the internet for about 3 months. This is the longest relationship I've ever been in. :) and the best relationship as well.
Älskar dig!

I know we'll have many more years to come together.

Finaly got the book!

Yay, fianly got Such a pretty fat by Jen Lancaster from http://cdon.com/.
Had to wait longer then usual, seemed like they had some kind of problem over there...oh well, I got it finaly. I just need to finish the book How to eat like a hot chick first before getting into this one. :) (I can tell some more about how to eat like a hot chick another time, great book as well.)

Here's the back of the book for ya:
It's possible that my high self-asteem is bad for my health.

"To whom the fat rolls...I'm tired of books where a self-loathing heroine is teased to the point where she starves herself skinny in hopes of a fabulous new life. And I hate the message that women can't possble be happy until we all fint into our skinny jeans. I don't find these stories uplifting; they make me want to hug these women and take them out for fizzy champagne drinks and cheese-cake and explain to them that until they figure out their insides, their outsides don't matter. Unfortunatly, being overweight isn't simply a societal issue that can be fixed with a healthy dose of positive self-esteem. It's a health matter, and here on the eve of my forthieth year, I've learned I have to make changes so I don't, you know, die. Because what good is finaly being able to afford a pedicure if I lose a foot to adult-onset diabetes?"

"Absolutely hilarious" - CHICAGO SUN-TIMES

This is also IN yhe book, haha.
"Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels"
- A Weight Watchers axiom
.........................................................................
"Weight watchers can kiss the fattest part of my ass."
- A Jen Lancaster axiom

You guys have to read her books!! :D (Says I that hasn't even read her book yet haha!)

Coming to a new Country...

I often forgett just how much Jason has given up to come and be with me in Sweden, his whole life in the states. His friends, his job and his family to start of with...
From having a good paying job to coming to Sweden and then not having a job at all.
From living with his family to coming to my home where my parents are going thru a divorce.
From having many childhood friends at home to coming here and having to find new friends.
It must be so different for him, living in New Jersey, just out side of New York city to coming to boring Sweden :P and having to live on the country side 2 swedish miles outside of the City of Uppsala.
He's positive tho, he likes Sweden, he says he needed to get away from Jersey since he's been there his whole life, he likes the clean air and he's excited about learning a new language and getting a new job maybe for an American company here in Sweden or a Swedish company in the states, that would be great!
He actualy meet an American guy and the SFI info meeting yesterday that had moved to Sweden for the exact same reason Jason has, for a girl *rolleyes* and he's working for an American comapany here AND it's a computer design programing kind of job, dont remember exactly what, and Jason was like "Get out of here!..." it is exactly what Jason would like to do as well.
Anyway.
What I'm trying to say is that, I often forgett, but I get reminded about what he's given up to be with me...and I realize that, man...this guy must really love me. I love Jason to death!! He's my man, the one that I feel, i'll be with forever. BUT! there's many close to me, example....my family, that dont realize what Jason has done...and they just think he's doing nothing, NOTHING?! he's done soo much already, and it's not easy coming to a new country and starting over again, it takes time, and there's always a lot of waiting...some can't just mind their own business.
That is something that annoyes me a lot, people not realizing, like some of my family members, that is why.....I need to get the hell out of here and get my own place with Jason. There would be less struggle and less negativity affecting us everyday.
I could go deeper but I dont really wanna get to personal...it's just a struggle and i hate it...and it's sad that it's gonna have to be that way as well...
I just have to set my mind on myself and Jason and be happy for what we have and what we have going for us, cause what we have is great, it's love and happiness, no one can break that.

Guess who?

................................................................................
Beyoncé?
Look at her face, they messed it up, it doesnt really look like her, does it? It sucks how sometimes magazines over do their retuches.
I presonaly think Beyoncé is b.e.a.utiful, gorgeous curves...I really look up to her, but on this cover she lost her curves, except the ass sticking out, but it just doesnt go with the rest of her body on this cover. I say thumbs down for this one.

Non-retuched Beyoncé ;)

Weekends over

All in all it's been a good weekend, I've pretty much only been working all days, but it's been nice. I'm starting to get used to early shifts, I'm usualy a night person and I dont go to bed before 2 am. (pretty much) or way later then that...so used to work night, I dont get many morning shifts. BUT! I've woken up in time, I've had enegry left after work...wich suprises me cause before after getting home from a morning shift (9:00-17:30) I pass out!!

I have the chance to (you could say) get promoted on my job, and I really really hope I'll pass the test, me and 2 others have the chance to go up as an assistent at MAX's. Really need the money and I really wanna move up so...I'm excited and nervous. Wish me luck ;)
I've had some time these mornings to, go thru some courses and learn what a morning shift leader does :) So, now I feel one step closer on feeling a 100% sure I can make it. I can't help it to feel a bit nervouse even tho it might go very well anyway.
I like my job, the contact with costumers, giving good service, working with some great people, etc etc.

Oh man, I'm starting to grow annoying zits tho, I can feel that one is growing on my shoulder....ON MY SHOULDER!? it's not ready to pop yet but I can feel it. and...also one on my nose :( wtf.

Night night.
tomorrow Jason and I are going to the employment service to sign up and also to his first meeting with SFI, I think he's gonna be informed and such about stuff I dont know...I'm excited tho...finaly he can start on something! :D Hopefully he can get a job soon too...Can't be that hard for an american to get a job around here...maybe? or maybe not? well...I hope for the best.

Model falling - HILARIOUS!

This is the funny youtube clip that I couldnt stop laughing at, I cried...I cried, I laughed so hard I cried in bed, it's like whoa,WHOA! Whoa! is she gonna fall? is she gonna fall? SHE FALLS! I know it's not nice laughing AT people and their misfortune, but...I couldn't stop myself.

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Favorite things...

One of my favorite things is my laptop, it's my very first and OWN computer and it's my baby. I finaly picked up the charger/adapter for the laptop and it fits, it's the right one, Hallelujah!
Imagine, I've been without it basicly for almost a month...waiting for 24.se to send the right charger to me has taken forever, remind me to...not shop there again even tho it's very cheap their customer support suffers.

Going to work early mornings this weeked, huh, I think I sleep like...3-4 hours last night, you're bound to be tired the first early morning after working night shifts earlier the same week, tonight on the other hand I'm already getting sleepy as hell! I'm gonna sleep like a baby...I'm so happy! haha.
I got stuck last night watching Miss Universe 2009, on youtube, saw the girl that represents Sweden and people commented saying that she looks like a female verison of Tom Cruise. haha! She sounded a bit dumb (so sorry) cause her english was crappy as hell (so sorry again). Oh well...Good luck I guess!
Saw another clip that made me laugh so hard I cried...I will post it later ;)

Got a music flash back when listening to an old burned CD my best friend Maria made for me back in the days when we...burned TONS of CD's like ALL the TIME.
Got to hear this...Big Brovaz, cool cool cool...I like it...I want diamonds as well. *rolleyes* Jaaaassooooonn....if you like then you should put a ring on it. ;)

Aaaawwwwww

haha...cute little asian kid.

Goodnight, gotta try to go to bed now. Start working 09:00 tomorrow morning, it is SO hard to change your sleeping schedule after working late night shifts, I'm gonna be T.I.R.E.D. tomorrow.

Today I've been chillin' at Marias place with Sandra as well, catching up, talking shit, eating cookies, etc etc. It was really N.I.C.E. the're the best, can't wait for Therese to get back from her 3 month vaca in Marocco to join the gang again! :)

(wouldn't it be nice to go to sleep in that cute little monkey suit?)

Nightie.

Assholes...

Finaly got the charger that I've been waiting for from 24.se.
Sent back the wrong one for exchange of the right one about 3 weeks ago...
Last week on wednesday, they said that they had not yet recived it and I got kind of worried, but then they must have gotten it thursday, but they sent it Friday, and then yesterday a letter came to me, see...
The first time the package got dropped of in my mail box just like that, which is great! but this time, I get a letter saying it's in Almunge...5 km away...what assholes!

And the letter says...YOUR PACKAGE HAS (note has.) ARRIVED.
But then in very fine print: the package can be picked up after 17.00.
(so, it really hasn't arrived YET. duh!?"

Now...that's when I had to go to work, so...wtf! I couldnt go and get it yesterday, so today I have to drive 5 km the wrong direction cause where I really wanna go is in to the City to work on labels.

Fan asså!
Why couldn't you just have dropped it off in my mail box? Why do you have to be such assholes?
Why have I had to wait for 3 weeks? I swear to god, my package has been in your little "Recived mail box" at work, and you haven't really paid attention to it.

ANYWAY.
Now I have the charged, I pray to god it works :) and then I can finaly use my own laptop again, yay!

Kev Jumba is funny...

check out his vid's, the're all gooooood....;) (Been subscribed to his channel for more then a year, this guy does great videos!)

3 min. later

HAHAHHAHHAA! wait wait wait...this one too! Hilarious! You guys gotta see this one too! (Kev's dad's reaction is priceless.)

I'm pregnant?

No...but I had this insane dream that I was, it WAS SO REAL! so real... woke up in the morning thinking that I was pregnant and got a small panic attack. "MY LIFE IS RUINED! NOOO!!" haha. no no...I'm exaggerating. Sorry, but I got a panic attack. But then I came to my senses that it was only a....dream.

The dream was wierd as hell tho. When I saw the images of the baby in the tummy...it was a....horse...and it's leggs were sticking out and made my tummy grow bigger. it was just lying there all flat against my back with the legs sticking out straight, and it just got bigger and bigger...and I was like, is that my kid? and in the dream I tried to forget that it was n actual horse growning in my tummy and just kept on telling Jason. "You know we're gonna have a beautiful kid right."

God, my dream is so messed up. Sandra & Maria from work was there...they didnt know anything...I kept it a secret, hiding the tummy wearing a big "prego-dress". Jason was driving a manual (he can't drive stick), I was back at my old high school for some odd reason, everything was just wrong! But everything felt real cause it was so detailed.

THANK YOU JESUS it was only a dream, I am so not ready for a kid right now...

I'm now awake and back to reality. :)

Time for a black cup of hot coffee before I head of to work again.

Wise words from Crystal Renn

Movie description:

Discover her natural charm and sensitivity.

Why not? With this slogan, MANGO presents clothes for women with curves, worn here by the model Crystal Renn. The Spanish firm has decided to adapt its sizes to suit every type of woman. The brand's aim with this initiative is to remind us that fashion is not just for the very thin figures usual for models, but rather that it belongs to everyone and that every woman can wear it.

MANGO clothes are designed to turn the woman on the street into a catwalk model, wearing the latest trends.The model chosen to launch this initiative is Crystal Renn, from the USA. Crystal has lent her image to the new catalogue, modelling several garments with the slogan Why not? Just 19 years old, Crystal is Jean-Paul Gaultier's latest muse and was the star model at the curve-à-porter fashion show with which Elena Miró ended the Settimana della Moda di Milano.Without the tiny measurements normally demanded of catwalk models, Crystal reveals herself to be a modern woman who feels beautiful and knows how to make the most of what she has, wearing the latest trends. With this in mind, MANGO has chosen to extend its sizes to range from 34 to 46, confirming that fashion can adapt to all shapes and sizes.

(I admire this girl a lot! GO FULL FIGURED WOMEN/MODELS! she's gorgeous!)

Thank you Q-Park!

I wrote before about how I've been waiting for Q-Park to take back the parking ticket they gave me. I told them simply I'm not gonna pay it because of this and that reason (I had strong evidence to my advantage) and i got this letter in the mail yesterday.

Svar angående invänding mot kontrollavgift

Med anledning av din invändning vill vi härmend meddela att ärendet avskrivits samt be om ursäkt för de eventuella besvär som detta orsakat dig.

Skickar med 2 gästkort som du kan parkera med på någon av våra parkeringar.

Med vänliga hälsningar och hopp om överseende
Q-Park AB

THANK YOU! :D
I forgive you! ...so happy this is over with I always get too worked up over things like this, worried and a bit stressed and worried again, waiting...etc etc. worried that I'm in the end gonna HAVE to pay the 350:- just because they think I'm lying, But NONO, Jennfer aint a liar.
But then I got this from http://cdon.com/ *sigh*

Hej Jennifer,

Vi vill meddela att en eller flera varor ur din best鋖lning har blivit f鰎senade. Vi kan dessv鋜re inte ge dig n錱ot exakt leveransdatum, men lovar att du kommer att f?dina varor s?fort det bara 鋜 m鰆ligt. Order ID: xxxxxxxx Leveransf鰎seningen g鋖ler f鰈jande produkt/produkter:
Artikelnummer
4004744730
Such a Pretty Fat
Kvar att levereraF鰎 att h錶la dig uppdaterad om din orderstatus kan du n鋜 som helst g?in under Mina sidor.

Din orderstatus uppdateras s?fort n錱ot sker med din order. Med v鋘lig h鋖sning CDON.COM

There always has to be something ey? and what's up with the chinese signs in the mail? replacement for ÅÄÖ, that's different, haha! I want my book...Such a pretty fat seems like a brilliant book, oh well, I guess i can...wait!...for that one too to come along in the mail box, I'm still waiting for my laptop adapter that...I've been expecting to come for the last 2 years (2 weeks hehe) and that http://24.se/ sent to me this friday, damn the're slow. OH WELL...enough of my complaining...:)
Now I'm gonna kick back and chillax and have my black cup of coffee.

Good morning.

Love in NYC

~*´**´*~

I wanna go back so bad :(

I love my american boy

Trippin' pictures

Going to Stockholm was nice, but it was a pretty quick visit. We dropped off Jordi's things at her new apartment, it's fabolous, perfect 1 room apartment with a nice little kitchen area and REALLY close to the National museum of history. (I think you could call it in English) AND saw a movie at the IMAX theater Cosmonova. We saw "Deep sea" and got really excited when they in the begining showed that the narrators were Johnny Depp and Kate winslet, but...Hrrm, No...of course it was in Swedish. Boo! anyway, the music was by Danny Elfman tho and he's done some great music for movies like "Charlie and the chocolate factory" and many other Tim Burton movies. ( I LOVE TIM BURTON MOVIES ) So that was thumbs up...but going to the museum made me tired, too much to take in you know. (Elin fell asleep in the movie theater haha!)

Love Jen.

(Never got to see m-m-m-aria *sad face* My best friend in the whole world! I'll see you soon tho OK!)

Looking forward to tomorrow...

Tomorrow, Me, Jason, Jordanos and Elin are going on a little road trip :) to Stockholm. Jordanos is sad enough leaving us for Stockholm, excited for her tho! Moving to Stockholm is a huge upgrade from Uppsala hehe. (if you HAVE to compare...but I do like Uppsala...it's cosy but somewhat boring.) So she's gonna pack her bags, bring her TV, and we're gonna take my FANCY FORD and head off to Stockholm for the day.
I'm Excited! We're all excited, we're gonna pump loud music, play "on the road" games, take tons of pictures, use my dad's GPS *nerd glasses on* love it.
Some may think, - what? all excited for that? that's nothin'.
WELL, it is for ME! cause I hardly ever get to do adventures things like this and it's my first time driving to Stockholm, so there! that is why...:)

Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow. Stay tuned and pray that we'll have a safe trip ;P

Confessions of an Ellos shoppaholic.

I absolutlely LOVE Ellos! (http://ellos.se/)

Their sizes fit me perfect! The're affordable! They got everything you need! And one thing that i think is very very very good with Ellos, but also DANGEROUS (kind of) is that you can do your shopping and then...*rolleyes* pay later...love it! But there's a limit wich is good. a limit of 4000:- so you can't buy more stuff unless you've payed off some first. I haven't reached that limit at all...wich is good, I'm still keeping myself under controll cause I can spend hours on Ellos and brows thru their latest collections and sale items. I recently bought 10 items for 1000:- which I think is...AWESOME! and + I got a really cute cup and bowl set of 4. Thank you Ellos!

The items above are some stuff that I want. The boots look sweet, and I like the different color, purple...it's cute, but I have to make sure the'll fit around my calvs cause I have "arnold schwarzenegger" calvs. (like my old friend used to call them...I took it as a compliment it's good to have strong legs! means you can kick some ass!) I already have that colorfull patterned dress BUT! I WANT THE BELT NOW! :D The coat....the coat....the coat...ay ay ay...999:- a bit pricy but it looks classic and chick! The purple cardigan with the hood would go good with the shoes *rolleyes* and you always need stockings during Autum and the white blouse dress is a great basic item.

I go less to stores now, and I do more shopping at Ellos. At these times when the economy isn't the best you have to go for the most affordable choices and mine is ELLOS! :D (at least when it comes to shopping clothes.) Check Ellos out yo!

R.I.P greatest artists

I grew up listening to Micheal Jackson, I've always admired him and always thought good of him no matter what the media has said about him!
It's is so sad that he's gone now...
But he's music will never die!

So will never freddy Mercury's music! I grew up listening to his music too, with Queen, they were my parents biggest idols, they had all their albums and played them always. Bohemian rhapsody is one of my all time favorites...it is SO MUCH FUN to sing it on karaoke too, almost impossible sometimes haha..."I see a little silhouetto of a man, Scaramouche, scaramouche will you do the fandango -Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me -Galileo,galileo,Galileo galileo Galileo figaro-magnifico - But Im just a poor boy and nobody loves me - Hes just a poor boy from a poor family - Spare him his life from this monstrosity."
Love Micheal's songs...Dirty Diana, Beat it, Thriller, Smooth criminal & Black or white is some of my favorites...which ones are yours? Shame I never got the chance to see him live, that would have been something really special.
In my opinion, two of the greatest prefomers in music has passed on...it sucks, but they will always live on in our hearts, cause ones like me, will always love their music! :)
(now go to http://youtube.com and listen to some of their greatest hits!)

Look what I made for...

Elin's blog. http://zatinelife.blogspot.com/ , she loves it and I do too...isn't it pretty? :)

Stupid drivers

So, last night after the party I gave some of the girls a ride down to the center of the city, to the club...BJ, short for Birger Jarl. (The bartenders working there once had a T-shirt saying "I (heart) BJ" kind of looking like the famous I (heart) NY T-shirts, and that cracks me up cause BJ is also short for blowjob. haha! you know what I'm sayin'?)
When driving there, I came to a crossing, it's a weird crossing (Karolina redeviva eller hur det stavas-korsningen uppe på backen i Uppsala)...cause from both ways you have to yeild and I just figured since there was a guy infront of me at the crossing going straight, I'd let him go first cause I was gonna go left and cross his path you know...it seemed reasonable for me then, and whatever you know, just go! I'm waiting...
So we both stood there, waiting for either one of us to go first...maybe for like 2-3 seconds...and then he goes...and then I make a left turn...and then the girl next to me says..."Did you see that? the guy pointed fuck you to us!" I was like WHAT!? "seriously?! did he?!" And I wanted to rewind time so bad so I could have seen it myself. AND! He did it double up. Both hands...pointing his ugly middle fingers to us, WHO DOES THAT? that is so immature and retarded, seriously, WHO does that?! I let you go first and you thank me by giving me the middle finger...thank you SO much...I hope karma bites you in the ass!

Photos of Friends

Some pictures from earlier tonight at the reunion party. To be honest i would I have liked it more if it'd been only the closest of us hanging out, drinking, being cosy, catching up, talking shit, but tonight there was a BIG party going on, lots of people there I've never meet, drinking games going on, and I was sober...and tired (went straight there to meet them after work.)...but it was nice tho, meeting new people is always nice...just wish I could have had a glas of my own with some wine or whatever. It was AWESOME tho to meet Rhia and Katarina and some other good friends where there too which was fun.

My babies. Rhia looking pretty as always and Katarina looking smookin' hot!

And me and my American boy. (*^_^*)

(click on pic. if you want to look at them closer.)

Friends reunion

I'm gonna see my backpacking friends tonight after work. (Negin wont be there, that's too bad, but she's back in Sweden now to stay after being 6 months in Italy.) That's the thing we've all been busy with our own shit for the past year after coming home from our amazing backpacking trip last summer. :) work...school...travelling...it's all keept us busy and this year -09 we've almost all been spread out, Katarina in Umeå (I think...or was it Luleå?) Negin in Italy, Rhia in Uppsala...me also in Uppsala, but we've both been super busy, me with work and her with school, and Rhia's been gone all summer in England.
ANYWAY, tonight I'll meet up with Katarina and Rhia...and I'm so excited! I've missed them a lot. We always have so much fun together and we're just all very close friends...and it sucks when months go by and you can't see them as much as you'd like to.
I love friendship, and I love when you have that friend, that you know you have a strong bond with...so it doesnt matter if you dont see eachother in 10 years, when you finaly see eachother it's gonna be just as if time hasn't gone by...the friendship is still stong and the same just as good as before.

Swedish for immigrants

At last...

Jason can apply for SFI. :D

We've been waiting for his "person nummer". (personal number?)

Everyone in sweden has their own idividual last 4 digit number together with their date of birth.

Ex. 870615-xxxx. <----idividual personal number.

(for people that dont know)

For a change, I've had no one to ask for help when going thru this.

Always in the past I've asked parents etc etc. friends...for help and such,"How do I open a bank account?" "How do I change tires on the car?" "Where do I go to apply for this?".

None of my friends has gone thru what I've gone thru. My parents have (mom from Philippines dad from Sweden)...hm, but they haven't been that supportive of this relationship I'm sad to say.

Meeting Jason online is the most life changing experience I've ever had so far in my life.

After just a couple of months we were already planing to meet eachother, and HE actualy wanted to come to Sweden...fly over the ocean to see me in a foreign country. I feelt very special and it made me only want him more. We saw each other for the first time, it clicked, he stayed for 3 months...went home to the states again, and then we've been going back and forth for the past year, seeing eachother...and being away from eachother for a month at a time. (talking over the phone sucks.)

He applied for a visa. And I had no idea of how to do that really...But together we've learned and put all our energy on it to work. It's been a hassle...lots of paper work and long waiting...5 months to be exact. Getting the letter from the migration made my heart pound hard, nervous and excited at the same time I opend the envelope and read the acceptance of his residence permit in Sweden.

Now when he's finaly here to stay, there's more things to do..."Where do we apply for SFI?" "He needs a person bevis?!...how can I get that from the tax office when he doesnt have a 4 last digit personal number?" -Oh CVL is closed over the summer...-Oh we have to go to the tax office to fill in papers." ...wait is what we've been having to do after that...waiting sucks. I want it to go fast fast fast *snaps finger* hehe.

Anyway, NOW...waiting is over...he's gotten his 4 last digit personal number, and has now applied for Swedish for immigrants and I AM SO EXCITED FOR HIM! :D

Another thing, The tax office goes out with the wrong information concerning SFI. (at least in Uppsala) They say that you dont need the 4 last digit number to apply for SFI. They say that it should be fine without it...BUT NO. I went to CVL in uppsala with Jason, ready to apply...our number got called...and we had to basicly turn and exit right at the door step to the women's office, cause OF COURSE you need the personal number. *sigh* and I told her..."But the tax office told me that..." She cuts me off..."Yes I know...they give out the wrong information."

Dammit, TELL THEM THAT THEN, I just wasted gas and parking money for nothing :P

Today I feelt like a...

GODESS

(enough said.)

The photo of the week

no comment. (Me and Elin)

Many bills for me!

Just went out to get the mail from the mail box...we'd gotten some adds (as usual) and 4 letters...


ALL....


to me! (I hardly get any like that ALL at the same time and ALL letters being ONLY to me and not my mom.)
...that was different, and an instant rush of adulthood hit my body.
- Vecko Revyn bill. (I'm really starting to digg their magazine.)
- Loan. (Stupid loan!)
- Car insurance.
- Tax payment on car.

Money money money...
It's easy to stress up over this, money, but Im gonna try to stay calm. At the same time as I'm supporting two people, just bought a car and paying rent at home...on a part time job...I'm gonna try to not think about money.
MONEY is important, BUT! the greater things in life are free...like LOVE! ;)
So I should just enjoy life as it is...cause life is guud.

My car

So i got myself a Ford focus -00. for a decent price. (or Ford ficus like my dad calls it, pffh, like I've gotten myself a gay car?)

Pretty much, spontaniously we bought it...pretty much everything is working fine with the car (Ass warmer is still uncertain, dont think it works), it looked fresh, pretty cheap, has gone a decent amount of miles. etc.

But...it's a Ford...Jason says.

"Do you know what Ford stands for?"

-No...?

Ok. THIS is what FORD stands for:

Fix Or Repair Daily

First On Race Day

Found On Road Dead

Fancy Oil Recycling Device

Found On Rubbish Dump

Fast Only Rolling Downhill

Fucked Over Redone Dodge

First On Recall Day

For Old Retarded Drivers

Found On Rednack Driveway

Ford backwards is: Drivers Return On Foot.

Ok, I dont understand, what is so bad about Ford? I like my Ford...it runs smoothly. I'm satisfied...so far...dont disapoint me Ford Focus, you're my only way to freedom dammit! Without you I'll be trapped out here on the country side. *throws fist in the air*

http://partex.picktreemotors.co.uk/images/display.asp?UID=1105 <---Pic of what my car looks like.

can't wait to see...

LOUIS CK!

Another thing that im still waiting for, but a more positive waiting. the 15th of November, Me, Jason & Richard from work, will see him live in Stockholm.

This guy is fucking brilliant! HILARIOUS! I can not wait to see Louis CK live! (this will also be the first stand up show I've ever seen live.) Im so excited!

Waiting time

I've been waiting for a lot of things to happend lately, to my joy some of them have happend, but I'm still waiting for a few things...

What I HAVE been waiting for:
-Tax return.
-Go get my car. (which I could do when I got my Tax return.)
-Jason's "person nummer".

What I am STILL waiting for:
-My laptop adapter, that I sent back for exchange for the right one soon 2 weeks ago.
- Qpark to decide about my complaint, if I'm telling the truth, which I AM.

(Just realized when typing this that there isnt a lot of things that I've been waiting for...hmm...Maybe I've forgotten something?)
Anyway. I got my TAX RETURN! :D *celebration time* and now I have my car as well...Hurray! and NOW...Jason has his personal number, now he can apply for Swedish for immigrants. We were afraid his numbers were gonna come in late cause the tax office...hrrm, is a bit slow after vacation time. We're gonna go to CVL today and apply for SFI. IM SO EXCITED FOR HIM! he's been wanting for more then a month to get started now and finaly the waiting time is over for him!

http://24.se sooooo tired of waiting for them to send me the right adapter and I swear to god, that if it doesnt come in my mail box tomorrow and if I then call them and if they tell me..."No we havent gotten your return package" I will transform into a monster and tear down the whole house. I'm forced to borrow my sisters laptop atm, and she hates it. (most of the time) So, I NEED MY ADAPTER! (+ I sent 24.se an email yesterday asking how everything's going...no reply.)
QPark...I got a ticket...I'm not paying it cause...plain and simple...the machine printed out the time wrong, you can see that the number that is supposed to be a '2' is crocked and flattned and now looks like a '1'. but NO, I was not there at 13.41. Cause that is the time when I picked up my car at the cardealership. HAHA! in your face...no but seriously...I was there later that night...and the ticket is supposed to say 23.41. You guys messed up....Im not gonna pay, cause I havent done anything wrong...I paid my 6:- for a 3 hour parking...but it was not earlier during the day cause i didnt even OWN a car then...
"uhm...I just paid for parking....to park a car...when i dont even have a car" ?? doesnt make any sense and i hope they understand that as well...*prays to god*

The end.

Such a pretty fat

Ordered the book "Such a pretty fat" today from http://cdon.com/ They had FRI FRAKT! dangerous, I was gonna buy ALL Jen Lancasters books cause she seems to be an awesome author, but...I thought, better to be safe first and only buy ONE book, the book that I've been wanting to read for a very long time now. "Such a pretty fat: One Narcissist's Quest to Discover If Her Life Makes Her Ass Look Big, or Why Pie Is Not the Answer" By Jen Lancaster, cant wait to get it!!

Knee pain coming up...

Anyone that has a bad knee will feel with me, I've had problems with my knee for...forever! It started with an injury of course, and since then it's been weak and fragile and etc etc. To have been knee injured sucks! cause the injury will come and haunt you for the rest of your life, more or less.

(I really should excerise it more tho and...hrrm...lose weight?)

ANYWAY...I hurt my knee today...and it sucks...I was on my way to work and everything...and I came out of 7eleven...saw a sign that I thought looked interesting...made a quick turn...and...I must have stepped awkwardly with too much weight on it, and snap!! it's done...that easy...

I can walk...but there's an uncomfortable pressure around the knee and it's weak and stiff.

(This has happended to me many many times these pasted 7 years, sometimes more serious injuries where i've been forced to walk with crutches, sometimes not...this one is not as bad...but still, it hurts and it sucks ass. It can go years without me injuring it, and then all of sudden it just happends, I can't prevent it really by being carefull, I'm so upset *Sadface*)

My angel co-worker Elin could come in instead of me, I am forever gratefull cause I really needed to rest. But I'll be back to work tomorrow, hopefully a bit better...so that I can walk around without a limp at least.

Time to rest and flex the knee.

Jasifer?

it's Jason and Jennifer put together, Jasifer, i dont really know how we came up with that name but I think that we were just joking around one night about what to name our kids in the future...Jasifer, great name, our beautiful names put together! Jason and Jennifer...Jason and Jennifer...great match ;)

This blog will be about us, Jason and Jennifer :P

(Jasifer lions club is a club you can only be intived to, it's the best club ever.)

Just kidding.