EXTRA Dark weekend

(Black cardigan "Can't live without" and a flattering black dress from Ellos.)

(Festive, glittery shoes from Ellos.)

(I want, from Monki.)
HAPPY HALLOWEEN everyone!

Today I'm working at my fathers store in the village, chillaxing, having some precious internet time at same times as I'm doing something good out of my day, as in earning some extra cash. So, I'm browsing around as always, just finished watching "project runway" on youtube. Love how you can find some series on there, and now...after seeing all the designers nice designs I feelt like browsing around for new clothes.

Ellos, always has good stuff. Monki, Always loved their style.

Above are some of my favorites that I WANT! Especially the jeans, huhu, The jeans...I want...I want...

I'm gonna continue my searching now...Happy Halloween!

Explicit

The pattern, the volume, the belt around the waist, I think I'm in love. Sorry Jay, I've found someone else. (h&m 349:-)

Antm Antm Antm

Sundai

Nicole

Laura

Jennifer

Erin

Brittany - Eliminated.

(The Antm Nerd that I am)
I think this is my favorite photoshoot so far in Cycle 13. In this shoot they were portraying something called "happa" (I think) in hawaiin, meaning...like, having mixed nationalities. So they got to be everything between, Mexican-Greec, Native American-Indian...etc.etc.
My favorites are still in, SCORE! Watching Americas next top model never gets boring and it's a great time-killer.
1. Jennifer
2. Nicole
3. Laura
go go go go go go go go go!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

30 years old. Sure doesn't look like it.
Jag älskar dig!
My American Boy, this is one of my fav. pics of you, it's from last year when you first arrived to Sweden, looking all tough. It's been a year now...and I know there's gonna be many more years to come together.

*****

...The day...

I could notice some uncomfortable silences, however to me, it's never uncomfortable.
I could notice pretty much everybody was out of energy.
Everybody was MAX people except 2 people.
Nobody really was excited about the party.
It failed.

Is it my responsibility?
I invite you to my home, I set up nice decoration and I serve you punsch and snacks/food.
What more do I have to do?
Set up a game? something to do, alright, Karaoke...No ones up, I start...and then some jump on, and I feel a kind of a huge relif. GOOD, now people have something to do.
Some discussed the party AT the party. About just the things that I've written above.
I think, MY FRIENDS (that are not MAX)...are not around...it sucks that they are, either sick, busy with exams, or live in another city, studies abroad. The only ones I have, are friends from work, we are around eachother often...so we automaticly hang. So what is the problem?

Anyway, the final conclution that I have come to is that, WITH NO ALCOHOL, this is the party you get. pretty much. I'm sorry. A relaxed get together.
It's sad how alcohol has to be a factor to if the party will be crazy fun or just plain boring.

I'm sorry I'm going on a rant, and please don't take this personaly.
I did have a nice time, a really nice time. But as always, I'm worried about everyone else, did you have a good time? Hope you hade fun? bla bla bla...asking people before they leave.

Wrong day, wrong place, wrong mix of people. I've done the same mistake before and blamed myself for it at the end.

Thanks everyone tho for coming, I appreciate it a lot, and you all mean a lot to me. :)

Quest Crew

Quest Crew at their final week, winning it all at the end!
Sick dance preformance.
Maria, Watch this!
The're challange was to put in all these different dance styles in their preformance, such as Crumping, House, Wave and stuff.

Enjoy the awesomeness of Quest Crew.

Great Remix

^ SHIT! I LOVE THEM! (bought them at ÖB.)
Today is my first day off after working 4 days in a row. Lovely, spent it with Elin. (and of course with Jason) We went to various toy stores in the city looking for the ultimate Halloween stuff, Elin's gonna be a gypsy, that's interesting. I'm excited to see everybody on Thursday, see what everybody has dressed up to be. I fitted my Pocahontas dress at my grandmothers place yesterday and it looks AWESOME!! So prettie. I ended up doing a lot of shopping for the party, candles, balloons and peanuts. etc etc.
Bought these "Sesamstangen" at ÖB and OMG, the're awesome. Great snack! I can't stop eating them, ONLY 6 kroner. It's too good to be true. Going to ÖB was horrible, they are crazy, they have to stop having such great stuff for affordable prices. I'm gonna have to put myself in a straight-jacket next time. :P
I'll end this with a great remix of one of SIA's greatest songs. So long.

It's ALIVE!

My laptop works, my latop works, my laptop works! la la la! My laptop woorks!! *dances*

R.I.P. my laptop

Got some bad news, my laptop is dead. I don't know how and why? It just all of a sudden won't start...I'm so upset!! I'm just having a lot of bad luck lately.

We'll see what happends, maybe I'll buy a new one or send mine in for repair if it's possible. Any how, I won't be able to update and be online as often now. Cause now...I reallty DON'T have anything. No laptop and not my own internet as well. *weep* why why why me!?

Oh well, nothing to cry about, it's not like it's the end of the world, but it sucks big time!

So, I'm gonna be away for a little bit now, I'll get on whenever I get the chance to. Right now I'm at a friends place using her computer, thank god for good friends.

B'bye.

Say what what?

Haven't gotten the chance to check my mail in a couple of days and I now when checking it I've received Delivery Status Notifications from postmaster.hotmail for failed sent messages, I'm like...okay? I haven't sent out any messages to any people really, so I check my "sent" box and THIS...is what I've been sending out to like 20 strangers....

not to come off creepy but i saw some pictures of you and you are really cute, come and find me on windowslive messenenger add myname on it paris22lips@hotmail.com because we can talk more there and ill share some of my photos with you as well. looking forward to hearing from you soon, ttyl :)

EXCUSE ME? Oh nononono, why does this have to happen to me, how awkward and annoying, I've gotten a couple of these myself from strangers and I've been like what the fuck is this...."delete", and now I AM one of them. Well, it's not ME you're adding as paris22lips. haha, probably some like...sex chat, or some sort of live cam sexy chat of some sort. And also...TTYL? for real? makes me think of Paris hilton when I read/hear that..."ttyl" or what is it she say on her BBF show when eliminating someone...something "talk to you not later" ttynl? Anyway...time for bed, and tonight I'll get one extra hour of sleep, hell yeah! don't forget to set your clocks one hour back.

PS.

I want, 19$ from Forever21. it's fuzzy for the winter. If I go to US for the holidays, I'm gonna go on a shopping spree at Forever21, it will be like my home.

Nuttin' But Stringzzzz...

I dig it.
(Feautred in Americas got talent 2008 I think, they went all the way to the final and got to 3rd place. I think they should have won, even tho I don't even know which ones came first and second, "maybe" they were better, however, i think these 2 guys ROCK!)

Crystal Renn for Evans

(picture clicky to evans site.)

Crystal Renn all dressed in Evans clothes, which I by the way have to check out some more, I know they have the stores around in the US but I never took a closer look at their shops, which I regret cause now when browsing thru their online shop I find many pretty/cool clothes!
Crystal Renn kicks ass as usual looking stunning in these pictures!

Plus size model Crystal Renn, quote:
"Models should be all sizes, then women could relate to them"

Halloween is near...

(what's up with the pose?!)

In 1 week it's halloween, and in 1 week exactly Jason turns 30 years old!!!(can't believe he's 30, old man.)
And I'm gonna throw him a big birthday party...a "suprise birthday costume party" (cause it's halloween and all.) I went to a fabric store today and bought some stuff to create an awesome Pocahontas dress, that's right I'm gonna be Pocahontas. It's gonna be great, I think the character fits me well, I got long dark hair...and...yeah, that's about it. hehe. Anyway, maybe I should buy a little fake colibri too and put on my shoulder.
Anyway, all my friends are invited and OH SO WELCOME! I hope I'll see you at my place next Thursday. ;) (eh, don't know if many of my friends read this blog, however, I'll contact you each idividualy sometime soon just to check and inform.)

Middle-school all over again?

The "who hangs out with who"
The "who don't we like" talk.
Some hang out more, in secret, and you sometimes kind of wish that you would have been invited but....no...
But at the same time, who gives a fuck. it's not important...
Or is it?

you can go back and forth all day.
But i think im gonna try and keep it cool. I got the best people around me anyway, the ones I really LOVE. If you really think about it... :)
It's important to remember...

Moving in party

The whole album on facebook.
Just a few pictures from the weekend, Saturday night "moving in"-party at my co-worker Anna's new pad. (Who's by the way living with "Hogge" who worked at our resturant as well, they fell in love at MAX, how cute isn't that?! and now the're living together.)
There were a lot of MAX people there, but also a mix of other strangers and other people I know so so, it was nice, it was nice. I went for a very plain and comfortable look, with not much make-up but a nice glossy red lipstick. I felt pretty for once...(*^_^*)
(and Jason looks so seductive on the picture, wow. He's mine, yay!)

antm - petite ninja warriors

Rae

Nicole

Laura

Jennifer

Erin
Not so much to say about this episode, was pressed up against the window in my sisters room watching this, (have no internet, connected some one elses.) so I wasn't that comfortable, and yotube was loading unbelievable slow! ANYWAY, Nicole did best, Jennifer did better then last week and Laura is Laura, just amazing! :) Erin and Rae...still my favs, cause the're pretty as hell, but the're not doing much impression on me tho. so we'll see if I'll drop them and have Jennifer, Nicole and Laura as my TOP 3.
Kara was eliminated.

Can't wait for the next episode!

What a weekend...

I'm so tired right now, and I'm starting to get a bad headache, I think I'm getting a cold. *sad face*
Anyway, let me tell my weekend breifly.

-Sleept in on Saturday.
-Woke up and was forced to listen to my mom's constant yapping about money and bills.
-Got ready and went to a co-workers "Moving in"-party. lots of MAX people, lots of people, It was nice, I enjoyed it, I stayed out late, so that's a good sign, Good party.
-Woke up the next morning, a little bit hungover.
-Had some breakfast and for once wasn't forced to hear about my mom's constant complaining about how she wants me to give her more of my money in rent. Peace!
-Meet Elin in the city and went grocery shopping together, really nice, always nice to go grocery shop with a friend, she tought me how to use the "self-scanner" Thank you darlin'. :)
-We went to Elin's place and watched a J.LO movie. Bordertown, it was a good one.
-Drove home, got home, and there was mom...and Oh no, I didn't get away that easy. Again...BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA. It's hard, I understand, but I'm poor I'm sorry. I can help by being more aware of turning lights off and un-plugging things by making the electricity bill lower but I can not (I'm sorry) pay the bill?! (like you suggested)

It's this constant talk about money that is driving me crazy.
It shouldn't have to be that expensive for a person that they feel that they have to come running to their children and demand more money. There has to be some changes or I'm leaving this country....YES....cooouuuntryyy...I'll go to the states.

I should get one of these in black from IKEA, low energy lamps. Just got a mail about it, it was like a sign from god! Would it make a difference to the costs, I think so, at least for the cost that I make in this house. So, the cheaper for me the happier of course in all situations, I'll say..."I'm usung low energy lamps, It can not be that is making the electricity bill expensive."

Jordin Sparks is obese

Of course she's not. But that is what one women named MeMe Roth thinks. (From National Action Against Obesity) She went on Fox news saying that Jordin shouldn't have won American Idol cause she's obese and sets a bad example for children. OMG! Some poeple are so stupid. She is not obese, not even near it at all! I know this is old news but, I just have to write about it anyway cause it's shocking how some can go out on national TV and say such a thing about this gorgeous talented girl. I think she's in Sweden right now, read on Kenza's blog that she had an interview with her. That's cool...I also want to interview Jordin, I'd have a lot of questions about body image. *rolleyes* I can image she'd have a lot of good answeres.

Anyway, time to start looking thru my wardrobe for tonights party outfit. :)

Jennifer recommends

...you to see "Run fat boy run". If you wanna watch and movie that will make you laugh out loud, or what I sometimes type "LOL", DO watch "Run fat boy run" It's a good one. Directed by "Ross" from the series friends ;) a job well done!

Ashley Graham

Ay ay ay, if I was a man...oh god...

I want that dress thank you very much!

She's with FORD models just like Renn.

She's totaly gorgeous, she...together with Crystal Renn are my top favorite plus-size models right now! I wish I was taller sometimes, cause then....maybe I too, could be a plus size model...*dreaming* I know I'm pretty. *rolleyes*