Denise Bidot

 Photos from http://www.denisebidot.com/denise/Home.html

Ok, I have a new "girl crush" Denise Bidot. I think she's gorgeous, love her on Forever21 Plus size, I always love the clothes she's wearing, she's really working it. The other plus size models on Forever21 are NOT near as good as Denise. :P I want that hair color and I wish I could pull of a bang like that! I'm always like "Ohhh! I wanna get bangs!!" but then when I cut it I always regret it, I love bangs but I have a problem with having hair in my face. (am I the only one?) I start iching my forehead. haha. But anyway, I admire others that have them and pull it off. Kudos ;)

If I could sit down with Tara Lynn, Denise Bidot, Ashley Graham and Crystal Renn and have a chat I would be on heaven, I had idols when I was a kid and not so much now, but really when I think about it...these gorgeous plus size women so are my idols today. I really admire their work and they make me feel better about myself and my body. Thank you girls!!!

30 Summer letters - day 1

Dear Poopie,

You know you are my best friend, or BFF so we call it. Best Friend Forever. Forever, that is a strong word, like...forever?!...but you SO are! we've been friends for so many years now I can't remember the year we meet the first time. It's been a long and good friendship and we have so many great memories that I'm positiv this friendsip is gonna live forever. Even though we don't talk everyday, or see eachother that often we have that string attached to eachtoher, the bond, so when we finally meet it's like time never passed. I never feel that we outgrown eachother which is comforting, when you moved to another city in our teen years of course I was worried we were gonna grow apart. I'm so happy we didn't...I think it's fate we didn't.
You are my childhood, we hung out almost everyday, you were then and are to day the friend I know the best, can talk to about anything if I need to, and seek comfort. Best memories I have with you must be all the travel we've done, that you came to Philippines with my family was amazing, what a blast Anyway. I love you "BFF" ;) you mean so much to me! Lets grow old together as best friends.

Yours truly,

30 Letters of Summer

Dear beloved readers,

I've decided to do this challenge "30 lettes of Summer" That I wanted to do last Summer but never got to it, mostly because I thought it was too challenging, I'm not a big "writer" and letters are not my forte. But I'm just gonna open up a little more, lay it out there and go for it, share some facts, emotions and personality. If you want to join me that'd be awesome, just let me know.

Feels good to share, and to be honest this is gonna be hard cause I'm really gonna have to think deep and reflect cause looking at these letters I'm supposed to write I get lost, I have NO idea what to write. haha, wish me luck! And hope you Enjoy.

OOTD Lavendel

Lace booties from skopunkten, mini skirt from MQ, top from ginatricot, ring from HM.

OOTD BiB Denim shorts

Omg, I've been waiting on these denim shorts from HM BIB to come back in stock for forever!!! Finally, my waiting has paid off, they are perfect!!!

H&M goes WaterAid

Isn't it amazing being able to shop for a good cause?! :)

HM has done it again, this time the collection is called "Water aid". HM will donate 25% of their sales of this collection to a organization that helps poor countries to be able to get clean and sanitary water.

These pieces above are my favorites from the collection, love the blue color and patterns!

I just wanna hit the beach right away!

OOTD Denim shorts

Denim shorts from Lindex Generous, Top from Ellos Jsfn, Black belt from HM, Sandals from Macy's.

An outfit from the other day, love my new denim shorts, SO COMFORTABLE! :D SO HAPPY!

Hope you've all have had a wonderful day!

Shoe orgasm

Drooling over these shoes right now, Mm, talk about eye candy! :) But I'm going to the US soon so I need to save my money cause I know there will be even more fabulous shopping there! Can't wait, less then 2 weeks left now. The shoes are from Nelly.com.

Birthday bash picture fest

Hi everyone! This weekend has been a blast, first of me an my sister went shopping a little bit, and I got my hands on these fabulous denim shorts worn in the pics. and also a pair of navy blue chinos that fit amazingly, yay! After that I got myself all dolled up and headed to the BIG CITY of Sweden Stockholm where my very best friend Maria had her Birthday party! Maria is the sex bomb in the light brown bodycon dress and fabulous necklace. The party started of with a BBQ dinner, and finished of with a delicious cheesecake with lots of drinks and champagne. Everyone looked gorgeous and I just have to share some pictures from the night, we ended the night at a night club, it was crazy, super crowded, loud music, and lots of dancing, (around a VIP table seated with 3 huge american football players from New York, their personalities disappointed me a little when they didn't live up to my dream image of New Yorkers.) it was when they had a problem with my brother being around (maybe the american football players only wanted to be surrounded by girl?) that I decided that I wasn't gonna take that "bs" and wanted to leave the area. Yes I was a little drunk and I might have cried *rolleyes* I guess I'm a little over dramatic however family means the world to me and "nobody puts baby in the corner" if you know what I mean, after they saw that I got upset all of a sudden it was OK. Hm. OK...well, whatever was said I felt out of place and I didn't want to start a pitty party. So me and my brother decided to leave and that is when I noticed how totally OUT my brother was, we got out of the huge dancing crowd and my brother lost his balance a little and we stopped for a minute and that's when the annoying club bouncers jumped on us telling us we had to leave. No kidding?! I'm on my way...I WANT TO LEAVE! that pissed me off so much, like get off me, we are on out way out leave us a lone don't make scene ass hole! Thinking back to it now I get so mad...he wasn't to any help at all more holding us back and told us we had to go out the back as soon as I knew the direction I walked ahead without them with my brother tightly around my arm, I just wanted to get the hell out of there. Bouncer frikkin' think they are big shots, they don't even ask what's going on/if everything is OK before they start deciding for you basically. Oh you think you're cool for "throwing us out of the club" we were on our way out dumb fuck. Aaahhh! You feel me? Ok, release...I just needed to rant a bit it's out of my system now. All in all it was a great night, thank you so much for a great night girls! and again, Happy Birthday Maria. *hearts*

OOTD Pointy

Dress from HM Divided, Jacket from HM BIB, Leggings from BIK BOK, Heels are secondhand from Ebay.

This weekend went by too fast, I went to Stockholm to visit my best friend to celebrate her birthday! It was a blast!!! :D I had so much fun, and my brother tagged along, however at the club things got a little out of control and I decided to bounce early with my brother who was out. So yes, it was somewhat of a crazy night. Also got some self perspective that night, I know now more then ever that family means the world to me, to show respect, and that the club scene is not my place, and I missed my boyfriend Jason more then ever!!! 

Anyhow, it was fun night all in all, and pictures will be uploaded later. :) Thanks girls for an awesome night! *hearts*

Thanks for reading!

s.Oliver S/S 2011

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Tara Lynn for s.Oliver S/S 2011

 Just wanted to share these photos of Tara Lynn. As usual she looks stunning but I especially LOVE the chic styling of this shoot, I want that flower pattern dress and black and white striped shirt! *hearts* this shoot feels so European, and I just want to go packpacking again. I miss it it. 

What are your thoughts about the pictures?

Evans sneak peak

I am ABSOLUTELY amazed by the gorgeous make-up in this Evans Swimwear shoot! Love the pink lips, dark eyebrows and red eyeshadow, SO FIERCE! What are your thoughts?

Sandals, wedges, platforms, SHOES!!!

Today I'm IN LOVE with Forever21's selections of platforms/wedges/sandals! So many different looks for any occasion! I can NOT wait to go loose in one of our nearest Forever21 shops when I get to US, NJ. I wish I owned all of their shoes, pretty and so affordable, all of these wedges above are all under 30 USD. In Swedish Kroner that is like....heavenly cheap. HALLELUUUU!!! hallelu! (*^_^*) I want them all. I wish I had a huge shoe closet where I could swim in shoes like donald duck with his money. Anyone share the same passionate love for shoes as I?

OOTD First time

Platforms from Nelly.com, Dress from HM, belt from HM.

First time wearing this dress, got one just like this but in flower pattern...But I like this on in green the best, especially together with a brown belt and brown platform heels. Love these from nelly.com. Wish I had them in black too. *dreaming* :P Should wear this dress more often, it was much nicer on then I what I thought, cause the flower pattern dress didn't really "WOW" me :) but this one does. Thoughts?

Hope you've all had a wonderful day, thanks for reading.